To Rhonda aka sammyndeansgrl1. A beautiful soul and a loving and caring friend. My prayers go out to her family. She will be greatly missed. I did not know her in person, but I knew her through the world of LJ and without a doubt she was an amazing person.

We love and miss you sweet angel.

RIP
Rhonda

You Are Sookie

You've never really fit in anywhere. You're very different - and everyone around you knows it. You are very intuitive, to the point of reading minds. You know things that you rather not know. You can be easily overwhelmed by the burdens of others. You prefer to be alone or with the person you love. You're not as innocent as you look. People expect you to be a pushover, but you're really a fighter.

Pretty close i guess..

I was tagged by  cutiecay22
Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

( Clicky.. )

I'm tagging:  huntress69, ilovesn, jensenlover89, jle87, ldyghstwhisprer, loustat,  realscape, and ukulelehoney.

		I will marry Amanda Lovell.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Puerto Rico in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 2 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black 67\' Chevy Impala.
		I will spend my days as a Teacher, and live happily ever after.

Yes, I got one too. I don't have the same name as here though... I changed it to BWinchester. Add me if you have one. *hugs*

Ok I know y'all already probably knew this, but I still wanted to post it on my Lj. Ok, so y'all know during season 3's gag reel Jensen does about three dramatic faces... well this is what he is trying to imitate...

LOL I think it's hilarious. Jensen really does enjoy going on youtube to look up random vids.

I just want to wish y'all a Happy Valentines Day!!


*cough* Yes that was a real cough not  faking it... I'm sick thanks to my cute and chubby nephew who is a GERM SPREADER, that with a simple kiss got me sick in two seconds flat.

 So I'm going to spend this annoying day miserable and drunk, while getting slapped in the face with all the sweet and disgustingly adorable couples today... *cough* Oh yeah, the alcohol should set well with the cold medicine I'm taking along with the Halls cough drops I'm poppin like candy.  Yup such a great fucking day!

Oh but please don't let me ruin your lust love filled day..  Have a great time with your hubby/boyfriend/fuck buddy.. w.e floats your boat. HAPPY MOTHERFUCKING VALENTINES DAY!!... No really, I mean it.



... ahhh I'm a fucking Ninja!!!... just watch and you'll see what i'm talking about..

You don't even KNOW!!!

 Stolen from </b></a>huntress69, who stole it from </font></b></a>kliqzangel, who stole it from </font></b></a>softcake. She writes - Supposedly if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. There are 270 films on this list. Copy it, paste it into a new post and then put x's next to the films you've seen. </font>


( Survey this way.. )

I just created a new comm guys. It's j2ds_unleashed . I created this for those of us who have fantasies with [Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester] and you want to write your own fic., meaning you are a character in it with one of the guys.

So, If you have a fic. that you've writen with any of the guys and you, then this is the place you can share it with other fans. Come on we all have our own fantazies with Jensen, Jared, Dean, or Sam. So why not share it with the rest of us.

I went to the interview today. And it went better than i ever expected. I got accepted to attend their training classes for modeling and acting so i'd be learning about both businesses. I'm way to shocked to comprehend what happened during that interview, i went in there and all i did was be myself. I guess it paid off. Now all i have to do is pay the registration and the kit[which includes custom make-up, customized for my skin tone just for me, a bag, all the books and stuff i'll be needing for class, a bag, a shirt, and a life time experience that i'll never forget]. Oh, and after the 24 weeks of all the different classes from acting to modeling, I'll be working for the agency. How much sweeter can it get??

And all of this because i went on a whim and applied on-line.

:-)

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 Okay so last night I did something completely random for me and out of character. I went online and googled acting agencies, and clicked on the first choice for an agency in Orlando. So i go on this website and look it over, read some of their info blah blah blah. Just so you know i've been interested in this business for about two years now, but its totally way to big of a dream  for me and even tho I do want to some day make a movie based on my novel I know it will be a miracle if it actually happened, so I just did it because it was there. Anyways [here's the out of character and dumb thing i did] I filled out the application form and actually submitted it.  Alright, I know right now you must be thinking 'okay that's not that big of a deal', IT IS FOR ME, because i would never do something like its just not me to go do that.

Anyways, I just completely blew it off like it never happened and i really did FORGET all about it. But like everything else in life there are consequences... I was home today just hanging out checking my messages on here, and my e-mails.. the usual. I step away from the computer for a few minutes leaving my phone next to it and went to make my self a sandwich. Then all of the sudden my phone starts ringing and when i went to pick it up it was to late and it sent the call to voice mail. A minute later sure enough whoever called left a message saying and I quote "Hi, this call is for Bianca. I'm calling from Casablanca agency. My name is Rachel, I saw you submitted an application and I just wanted to let you know that we would like to talk to you about it. We have a great opportunity for you. Please call me back at xxx-xxx-xxxx." end quote. 

WHAT THE HELL IS THAT??? 

Oh and that's not the end of the story... no no not for me, because i'm special!

I was totally freaking out, like i totally hyperventilated like Dean did when he didn't know where his baby was. No, I'm not making this up, or exaggerating things. After my little episode was over I [again total moron here.. forgive me God!] called back to the number 'Rachel' left, and I asked for her. I was transferred to her and 10 sec. later she answered her phone. 

Rachel: Hello, this is Rachel?

Moron: Hi, this is Bianca i believe you just called me?

Rachel: Oh, yes i did. I'm actually in a short meeting right now. Will it be okay if i called you right back?

Moron: Yeah, sure. That would be fine.  [i don't normally talk like that]wtf

Rachel: Okay great. I'll be calling you shortly.

Moron: Okay, bye!

End of call.

So, I hyperventilating again. After my second episode I started watching a movie online.. waiting for the dreading call.  20 minutes later... my phone starts ringing.. "Oh shit.. here we go"

Rachel: Hey Bianca?

Moron: Yeah!

Rachel: Hey, how are you?

Moron: I'm great. You?

Rachel: That's good. I'm good. Okay so I was calling because I saw your application online and i like what i saw. You said you were  interested in modeling/acting? 

Moron:  Yeah? Yes, I am.

Rachel: That's good. Well we're looking for girl for our new season. We usually set up an interview if we're really  interested in someone. Would it be okay if I asked you a few questions to see if you qualify to come and have an interview with us?

Moron: Yeah sure.

Rachel: That great. So how long have you been  interested in modeling/acting?

Moron: Um, about two years.

Rachel: Really?

Moron: Yeah.

Rachel: Do you have any experience on modeling or acting.. maybe some kind of training?

Moron: No, not really. Well, I've done some acting with my friend.. she's into the film thing.

Rachel: Okay, that's ok.

And it continues with her asking about my family and if i live with my parents..  It all ends up with me getting an Interview tomorrow at 7:00pm. And i'm supposed to go with my mother because i live with her and i have to dress nice and bring a picture with me.  O.O WTF HAVE I GOTTEN MY DUMB ASS INTO??

I really wasn't expecting them to freggen call me and even less to get an interview.. and the main reason is because on the form i filled up online it asked for weight and crap.. I'm not ashamed, but normally they don't want plus size women for that kind of stuff..

I need some time of guidance.. help.. advice.. a slap on the face [punches are welcome to].. YUP I KNOW.. I'M A  MAJOR IDJIT!!!
 

 I would rob as many banks as possible in my state.. just like the jumper [except it would take me a bit longer to get into the vault and crap].. but def. go rob me some banks. And then after the 24hrs. are up i will move out of the state and travel around the country "Saving people, hunting things.. its the family business."  God, more than half of all that money will probably be wasted on gas alone, n whatever's left i'll blow it on boos, twistlers, M&Ms, and amo!  Yup life would be perfect.. if only it would all be real.

 

Dude I'm so freggen ready for them bastards to come. I've watch all the supernatural I need to prepare, and I have to say I'm fully loaded with all the essentials. So let those ugly sonofabitches come baby.. LET THEM COME!!!!!

		I will marry Jensen Ackles .
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Fiji in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Hot Pink 09\' Camaro.
		I will spend my days as a Writer, and live happily ever after.

Doing everything and anything possible.. But ontop of the list would be meeting Jensen Ackles and get to know him as a person while taking him along for the ride.  :-)

 This happend when I went to eyecon, April 4-6,08'..

I was walking to the elevators with my friend Sary in front of me and Gabriel Tigerman comes out form the elevator and passes by us. He waves at my friend first and when he's gonna pass by me i say 'Hii' in a really high pitch voice. I had now idea that i could sound like a 3 year old. Anyways Gabriel got wip-lash when he herd me, and almost cracked up right then and there, but he was a nice guys and said 'Sup' then countinued on he's way [probably thinking 'wat the hell was that']. There were two other girls infront of my friend Sary and they were all laghing at me [dats how high it was].. That was embarassing, but then i couldn't stop laughing either and I vowed that i had to redeam myself before the weekend was over. So at the platinum party i signed up to play GH with one of the stars... AND guess who i got to play with??? Yup Gabriel.. AND guess who won?? Yup, I did! He tried to make me lose by singing in my ear but i held it together and beat him.. The next day i actually talked to him [in my noraml voice] and thanked him for playing with me, and thats when he confesed that he was trying to make me lose by seranating me cuz he knew there was no other way to beat me.. aww..

Now every time i think about that with my friends we just crack up, and i feel awesome that i got over my star struck moment.